Since childhood, I have always been fascinated to work abroad than to work in my own country. This is it! I am leaving tomorrow to start a new journey of my life. It feels very unusual though it isn’t my first time. I don’t know if I gonna go or back-out for definetly I will gonna miss my family, love one and friends and I’m so tired of being alone and hate to be a stranger again. I know it already how hard to work in a foreign country. But of course I need to decide to go considering all the expenses we spent and the effort I made. I believe this would be a greener pasture for me. If I did it before why not this time?. I just need to be strong again and take more courage. God is with me wherever I go. I am standing on His promises as what he said in Jeremiah 29:11-13 “I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
I hate saying this…but…to all of you who loves me..GOODBYE! Don’t worry & sad for I will come back home. Saying goodbye it doesn’t mean forever, it’s just GOODBYE.
To my family, thank you for all your supports. You are my inspiration. I love you and I will miss you all. I am so proud you are my family.Please, pray for me and I will pray for you all also.
That’s me. I just looks like a dummy.He…he…he…. It was during our actual training “Saving lives on Fire” on our Basic Safety Training with Personal Survival & Social Responsibility or BSST w/ PSSR course. I took this training for me to get a Seaman’s Book. I was suppose to work on board in Norwegian Cruise Line Int’l but unfortunately I wasn’t able due to some circumstances occurred. It might not God’s will for me or it was not yet the right time. I believe all things work together for my own good. I had no regrets for I learned and gained a lot from the training aside of I enjoyed it. My co-trainees were very thoughtful, always giving me consideration and treated me so special because I was the only girl in the group. We’re almost 30 trainees and we had one week of challenges, excitements and fun together.
Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy.
Right now I already feel the loneliness working alone in a foreign Country and leaving my family again. I am leaving too soon to work abroad. I should be thankful coz I am lucky enough to get the job I longed even when I was little. I am thankful to https://onlineresumebuilders.com/ for guiding me in my jobseeking moment! For more info about https://onlineresumebuilders.com/ check out Online Resume Builders. Remember, one way to catch a good employer is by having an attractive resume.
Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy.Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy. But i have no worries about it for I know God always keeps His promises to me that He will never leave me nor forsake me. I am happy for I could help my family again in terms of financial & material needs even in a small way. It would be a greener pasture working out there, I believe.
I don’t know why I get sad when I knew that our youngest sister will going to settle down. If ever, she will be the second one in the family to be wed. We are still four older than her who is not yet married. She just graduated & passed the licensure examination for Nursing. I am disappointed a li’l bit for I thought she will gonna work abroad. It would be a great help for herself & for our family too. I want her to learn to stand with her own feet, to be independent. I don’t really know why I feel like this, I should be happy for her instead. She is my vibes among sisters and she is close to me. Maybe I just can’t accept the fact that she will going to leave our family and will going to have her own. But, for sure it has nothing with me/us being still single.he..he..he… It’s my/our choice.
Just last week everyone in the clan got shocked when one of my cousins revealed her secret that she’s pregnant. We’re all worried about how she and her family will going to raise the Baby for she doesn’t have work at all, her family struggling too much financial crisis and the father of her Baby is not with her. Everyone is praying that God will take care of everything. We all know God is so good & faithful even though sometimes we are not. He is still willing to forgive us to all of our sins. We are glad one more angel will be added to our clan.