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Oman, Here I come!

Posted by innergybeauty on March 3, 2009
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Atlast after long hours of travel with Etihad Airways it’s now over. I arrived in Muscat Oman International Airport at 10:45 am. The Pulic Relation Officer picked me up and brought me directly to the Office. It took only a while introducing myself to them and vise versa and they sent me right away to the accommodation which is just so very close to the Hotel.

moto_06611I appreciated them so much the way they welcome me. They prepared a bottles of water, beddings, towel, basket of fruits & welcome letter in my bed.

MY FRIST DAY:
Inevitably can’t kept  tears from falling.  I felt like I was in the wilderness, so lonely & broken,  don’t know where to go, don’t know where to turn, nothing to do but to go on , crying  & counting the days. I have nothing but Hope. Hope that one day I would find a companion and find the way back home. Sometimes I could say that money could not pay to the loneliness I have encountered. Better to work & stay in my own country eventhough I will earn not that much compare on how much I will earn abroad, atleast I am happy and not lonely. I decided then  might this will be my last time.

@ Work

We made a Hotel Tours from Muscat to Al Madinah Holiday Inn Hotel branch on my first day of training. I thanked God I enjoyed it. I forgot one day of sorrow. I enjoyed seeing the overlooking rock  mountains and ocean and I enjoyed taking picture to myself…he..he…I am nervous but in the same time excited  for I am going to have a training in Front Office -Reception,  Reservation, Housekeeping and F&B.  It’s good for me because I know I will gain knowledge &  will learn many things from it.

I’m saying goodbye…

Posted by innergybeauty on March 1, 2009
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Since childhood, I have always been fascinated to work abroad than to work in my own country. This is it! I am leaving  tomorrow to start a new journey of my life. It feels very unusual  though it  isn’t my first time. I don’t know if  I gonna go or back-out for definetly I will gonna miss my family, love one and friends  and I’m so tired of  being alone and hate  to be a stranger again. I know it already how hard  to work in a foreign country.  But  of course I need to decide to go considering all the expenses we spent and the effort I made. I believe this would be a greener pasture for me. If I did it before why not this time?. I just need to be strong again and  take more courage. God is with me wherever I go. I am standing on His promises as what he said in Jeremiah 29:11-13 “I know the plans I have for you,  declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

I hate saying this…but…to all of you who loves me..GOODBYE!  Don’t  worry & sad for I will come back home.  Saying goodbye it doesn’t mean forever, it’s just GOODBYE.

To my family, thank you for all your supports.  You are my inspiration. I love you and I will miss you all. I am so proud you are my family.Please, pray for me and I will pray for you all also.

Sepia Scenes #1:Beach

Posted by innergybeauty on February 1, 2009
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350071747lThe whole clan went out for a swimming spending quality time for each other. Undoubtedly, Beach is one of the most favorite destinations of everyone to enjoy. The best place to spend time with families and loveones especially during summer time. In the picture is my cousin Kisha, a very pretty half British and half Filipina together with her is my sister.
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smart love

Posted by innergybeauty on January 29, 2009
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9781590521366What is Smart Love? Apostle Paul describes it in Philippians 1:9-10, Love abounds in Knowledge and Insights. I used to read Joshua Harris’ Book “I kissed Dating Goodbye” I got an explanation about what Apostle Paul means by the verses. ” We need to learn to love appropriately, we need to use our heads and test our feelings so that our love is sincere and intelligent, not a sentimental gush which allowing the emotions to dictate the course of a dating relationship. Instead of acting on what we know is right, we let our feelings carry us away.” To truly love someone with Smart Love, we need to use our heads as well as our hearts. I begun to like the book. I got so many lessons about relationships, about life and all is biblical. And this I pray, that my love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and insight  and that I would not let my heart control my head; that ye may prove things that excellent; that ye may be sincere and without offense till the day of Christ.  (Phil. 1:9-10) If we want God’s best in our relationships we must be willing to play by his rules.

I’m feeling blue

Posted by innergybeauty on January 29, 2009
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617767068l2Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy.
Right now I already feel the loneliness working alone in a foreign Country and leaving my family again. I am leaving too soon to work abroad. I should be thankful coz I am lucky enough to get the job I longed even when I was little. I am thankful to https://onlineresumebuilders.com/ for guiding me in my jobseeking moment! For more info about https://onlineresumebuilders.com/ check out Online Resume Builders. Remember, one way to catch a good employer is by having an attractive resume.

Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy.Nowadays I got these mix emotions of loneliness, sadness & worries. I feel my heart is so heavy. But i have no worries about it for I know God always keeps His promises to me that He will never leave me nor forsake me. I am happy for I could help my family again in terms of financial & material needs even in a small way. It would be a greener pasture working out there, I believe.
I don’t know why I get sad when I knew that our youngest sister will going to settle down. If ever, she will be the second one in the family to be wed. We are still four older than her who is not yet married. She just graduated & passed the licensure examination for Nursing. I am disappointed a li’l bit for I thought she will gonna work abroad. It would be a great help for herself & for our family too. I want her to learn to stand with her own feet, to be independent. I don’t really know why I feel like this, I should be happy for her instead. She is my vibes among sisters and she is close to me. Maybe I just can’t accept the fact that she will going to leave our family and will going to have her own. But, for sure it has nothing with me/us being still single.he..he..he… It’s my/our choice.
Just last week everyone in the clan got shocked when one of my cousins revealed her secret that she’s pregnant. We’re all worried about how she and her family will going to raise the Baby for she doesn’t have work at all, her family struggling too much financial crisis and the father of her Baby is not with her. Everyone is praying that God will take care of everything. We all know God is so good & faithful even though sometimes we are not. He is still willing to forgive us to all of our sins. We are glad one more angel will be added to our clan.

Ruby Tuesday#1:Stuff toy

Posted by innergybeauty on January 9, 2009
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1_712314186lOnce I had an American guest. After having a  nice conversation with him I found out that he is also a christian like me and that we suddenly become friends. And this stuff was given by him.  He gave it to me after visiting him in his work place in Abu Dhabi from Dubai. We ate and made a tour in the said place and I enjoyed it. While he was dropping me home we stoped by in a certain store, without my knowledge he bought this stuff for me. He gave it to me when we reached home. He just don’t know how Happy I was for  I love collecting Stuff toys. Advance Happy Valentines Day to all!

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Giving gifts

Posted by innergybeauty on December 24, 2008
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Christmas is here.  These are my gifts to be given away to my god children. For sure they will be happy receiving it. May they feel the essence of christmas and hope by these small gifts they will see God’s kindness to us and will know the real meaning of Christmas. Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy new year to all…1_868079238l1